2018; Sum up

  by   Friday, December 28, 2018   1 comment
I'd like to say that, i'm too busy to write but it would be a "lame excuse" since I've started writing a dedication blogpost most definitely to my future self, who I believe will definitely take some time off, reading my old blogpost, reminiscing all those good times, wondering how much I have changed over years, especially being 20 in 2018 (cuz I once said, being 20 sucks :p)

It's just as a sum up: of how meaningful 2018 has been.

                             

Right before I went to UTHM, mr-sweet-talker bought me snickers as 8hrs survival kit in bus. But, really, A. Faiz sometimes was being just too sweet —especially when he sent me this sticky note written, 

"Kau makan sekarang!"
-AF-


The rainbow i took when i was on my way back home in Pinggiran.  emm can I call this as sugar talks??

Aaannnddd, gazillion thankies to this anak kelate, Alya :) we would stick together in the first place, hahahaha, but, we go into different bed at most nights, ok.






So, lemme introduce a roomate of mine, Kiera. She's one of BTS fans (err, i'm not so sure what are BTS fans are called??) #sorryimnotakpopper But, one thing that i learn about friendship is that age doesnt matter when we are with 3-year age gap. 

We don't mind the gap!
tepek gambar Kiera graduate diploma kat dahi :p

Who says we cant selfie while dobi-ing?!



Lastly, to my kaklong, Sarah a.k.a twin sister, who born on the same birth day of mine, i'm so glad to make her as friend along with A. Faiz when the world hit me up :)

Tido pun boleh dapat result gempak, hehehe

 I own two kittens; Tiffany (deceased) and Sufian just in 2018. They are both the furry felines, little aloof and of course, they are love. 

I love cat, FULLSTOP

tido sampai terteleng kepala kau, dik

Finally, theres no word can describe, how much I love you guys at home! See you when I see you on semester break!


P/S; in the mood of finals :p


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Being loved

  by   Wednesday, December 19, 2018   2 comments
The other day, i went to Bachok with A. Faiz to watch him in action on pentas pengucapan awam, was actually a series of small measureable steps in our relationship. If you know something to do with yeah yeah and yeahs then, you know what i'm talking about. Ehek ehek ehek

So, i got a thing with A. Faiz and vice versa, opps! ummmm..... actually we DO HAVE a thing between us but it isnt quite dating yet, but we have both established an exclusive relationship but not-so-complete lah cemtu.. But if you guys tahu saya jenis yg macam mana, which really just means, coldly sarcastic in her own way, kereks, muka ketat, best known for her fake smile in the campus, etc..tak tahu pun how to properly convey my feelings towards A. Faiz rather than leaving him with my unspoken thoughts when he did all those funny and cheesy pick up lines to tease me, eh yeke? cia3...

Despite of all that pick up lines, for me A. Faiz isn't that hambar at all (sometimes, he's hambar juga lah) cuz he's be able to tolerate with me at times i want to merajuk over simple thing like behaving such a baby gurl, doing something yang merepek macam curi2 replying his messages via Whatsapp, saying 'hi syg', 'te amo' and such to boys and girls in his phone contacts.. Pastu buat2 muka senyum kambing when we are having conversation and the hardest part i think he cant brain much when i referred myself as siput sedut LIKE. ALWAYS sebab memang i rasa i macam siput sedut pun tak menarik macam those pretty girls, kan hiks.

Then, at times we got to sit and walk next to each other in classes or any uni events, i became so humble bcs of he's mpp, won for our campus election for 2018/2019 session with the highest votes, secure a place in top list of presenting, well-known in the campus and bla bla bla compared to me, being siput sedut since 16 y/o (im so good in self-critic guys) have made me rasa macam siput sedut digandingkan dengan dato' cuz to me, A. Faiz always acting like ala-ala dato' especially in his mpp video.

K, sorry for the merepek-ness.

Here's a close up photo of A. Faiz but i crop his pic cuz yeahh, he's the way too handsome kot =)

Now, if you're reading this, A. Faiz;

Di antara beribu bintang, hanya kaulah yang paling terang,
Di antara beribu cinta, pilihan ku hanya kau sayang, 

After all those random things we have been shared and all the way across 'malas-nak-layan' thingy for a short while by you , I would like to thank you for a lot of other things you ever did, hehehe!


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A forty-eight minute layover.

  by   Sunday, December 16, 2018   No comments
I'm about to write a blog post when my housemate, Piqa coming over to lend me some books. Ugghhhh, I almost forgot about those assignments I must hand over before the study week.. So, I'll leave you with a picture of ain atiqah, worn out from exhaustion, needing lots of warm hugs and wanting her ibu & Ayoi for now :(


I'll be back.. Promise! xoxo

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Cry.

  by   Wednesday, November 21, 2018   1 comment
Now, I'm listening to Jika by Melly Goeslow and yet, it seems these days my music is kind of classic and a little melancholy, anyway Jika used to be my ear worm when I was little. Like,....who cares is it? Hahahaha... so I come back here to check out my blog stats and my instinct was right! IT WENT SLUMPED 😐😐 But that isn't topic I'm going to talk about. Actually, there's something has brought me here, which is something related to Apip.

Remember my childhood friend Apip? yeah, we had conversations just now in Whatsapp, stumbled upon every little things. Hahahaha….back to the main point, he told me that he is 'sakit', and guess what??,..... The first thing that came to mind upon thinking about the word 'sakit' was.... he diagnosed for having cancer! Then, there was a dramatic pause between us before his big announcement. I burst into tears and it was a reflex action! BUT, the real thing is he didn't. Yeah, at the moment I urged him for telling the truth if he is really sakit and I feel so stupid hahaha nailed it ain!

It's such confusing at the moment when you started to cry over someone like Apip. A. Conscious. Control. Of course, I would cry for him as he's the only boy friend I've still keep in touch after 12 y/o. The last time we contacted was during Eid 2018 and yesterday was our awkward conversations over past few months. Little thing like Arab has bringing our friendship bloom and vibrant but of course it would be definitely awkward if I have some feelings for him and vice versa. 

A pic taken by Apip, when he was playing tourist in Mesir. I wish to be here too, heehehe

Uh hello we are good friends ok. 

Back to our conversations, I asked him in Whatsapp with an open mind and full of consideration. "So ummm, kau sakit apa, pip?"

He refused to tell me the truth, cuz he said I will make fun of him. 

CUTE, but I wouldn't, because I considered we were handling a serious matter. How can I make a fool of you for now, Apip.

So after so many attempts, I finally made it, pujuk dia and yeap, his scapula got extra bone and he loss of appetite from the effects of this sakit for the whole 3 months after back to Malaysia. That's what he was been told by the doctor so far. Then, the doctor referred him to Hospital Putrajaya to do MRI (Magnetic Resonance Imaging) but he refused to do so since he need to follow up his studies back in Mesir. 

So, to Apip, get well soon  💪💪

P/S; pls don't make me cry over you, AGAIN.
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KPM-UTHM games 2018

  by   Sunday, November 04, 2018   No comments
They said the month of October is considered the most depressing month. The commitment between two —classes and silat tournament reaaallyy threw me off the track. Both need to be settled down at the end of October and i cant make it on time for those grouping assignments, english presentation, midterm, lab report and such. The pain, anxiety, stress and fatigue have driven me crazy since i refused to join KPM-UTHM international silat game in the first place and i wasnt prepare myself physically and mentally for a week stressful of a training center. Ughhhh, the 7.30am jog every morning had turned me into a monster but yet nothing i can do except finishing what i've been started.

So, i leave you guys with these pictures below, hehe :)


i wasnt prepare myself to join the game but yeah, here i went.


you got to, believe me, Intan's photography level is the max!


Again, it was Intan asked us to lay on the pebbles for a sake of good pic


Here's the team. We made two golds and a silver




Next game will be at UKM!
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