The Main Reason Why Being Me is Difficult

  by   Saturday, January 27, 2018   No comments
 Take note: I'm a girl who is perpetually horrible at writing a proper self-description.


Gambar kat atas ni memang taknak makan saman betul. Gigih pakai tudung dalam rumah semata-mata nak ada satu gambar selfie yang meletops bakhang. Waktu ni camera fon tak canggih mana setakat pakai fon sony ericsson memang tak lepas nak buat muka model iklan HARHARHAR. Alih-alih edit pakai software photoshop edit mata kasi nampak mata bundar sikit (mata aku sepet) pastu kasi bubuh filter banyak-banyak kasi nampak brightness lebih. hahaha. jahil. so sad being me.

Exposure of being lyanelle, my silly internet moniker is complicated. Siapa cakap jadi sy ni senang. Cepat terpengaruh dengan rakan sebaya memang tak layak nak jadi pembimbing rakan sebaya sekolah hikss. Tu cerita masa zaman sekolah ok. Bila nak start buat self-description ni memang payah sebabnya saya sendiri tak kenal diri saya and i refused to let ppl know me well. Tu yang payah tu.


Koya je lebih dia ni :(

Ni dah tahap sampai berpelukan dengan yang mahram gila ke apa peluk vending machine :p

This is 2017 current me. Terasa jahil diriku kerana masih berperangai macam keanak-anakan. Tak kisahlah kan janji tak susahkan orang lain (eh betul ke) Masa ni baru lepas habis jogging bangga sekejap sebab pace aku waktu tu maintain je hahaha. Alih-alih rasa haus singgah beli creamy mocha harga singgit memang fav akulah waktu tu, iyelah student mana ada duit sangat. Balik bilik mintak intan send gmbr ni kat whatsapp pastu upload kat story whatsapp dengan caption tak makan saman

My huge bae taste bitter for those who didnt drink coffee but sweet creamer is always be there for u

5 patah perkataan untuk yang ni J to the A to the H to the I to the L JAHIL Kalau ayat seketul afif azman dia selalu sebut JUMUD kat aku, werks

Nak kata bangga jadi diri sendiri taklah sangat (tak langsung ok) sebab saya ada kekurangan yang sangat banyak meanwhile the kelebihan were not worth at all to be proud of. Macam mula-mula saya cakap tadi saya tak kenal dengan diri sendiri so i'm not going to describe myself in brief, well i should wrap up this part ASAP! adios amigos!

Being 20 and getting stalkers are both sucks

  by   Monday, January 08, 2018   2 comments
بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

It has been 3 days, the revelers around the world welcome 2018 with fireworks and prayers. To start off, i would love to give a spectacular new year reading of 2018 as a very warm welcome.

Turning, and being unofficial 20 is difficult. The STRUGGLE IS REAL when you're a 20-year-old with baby face (hahahaha). You know you're 20 but look-alike 15. Things get bad when my weight is only 34kg with BMI of 13-14 and i refused to see a dietition (i onced met her, thats was a horrible day ever) as there's no other way to gain in weight eventhough i started to consume multi-vitamin. hiks


Being 20 is not cool!


Turning 20 is weird considering you are no longer a teenager. At this age, you are started to think like an adult and become more serious to take out those responsibilities on your shoulders. You begin to realise the importance of having good grades, good job, good friends, strong passion, building a loyal and stronger bond of friendship, creating a brighter future, getting a scholarship (not necessarily), keeping your circles bigger, family matter become number one and getting married in the future

Getting married is an interesting topic to talk about among girls (but not me) nah im joking i'm straight btw. Recently,my both roomates; alya & intan secretly in such a complicated relationship. The happy news is alya confessed her truth love feeling to *** hahaha meanwhile intan secretly hold a feeling for **** Ok that's a teenage life, full of jokes and cinta monyet.


So, what's up my love story (ies)? Ok becoming 20 is all about to test my love story and studies. Yes, in my previous post i called myself as 'potato head' It is not a big surprise to be proud of. The truth is getting your own stalkers is sucks. Why i said so? 

Firstly, once they've gotten your number,ig,yahoo messenger,etc, they started to ask about your day like at frequent times! The result is you wont bear their annoyance and irritation as you dont have time to tolerate with drama, stupidity and fake people. 

Secondly, you need to spend a time even a minute to reply their messages. Oh this is the worst part ever, you'll prefer to left those messages by giving them bluetick and wont reply such silly messages from these moron(s). Aiiyaaa, i'm not interested in replying your messages, if you read this pls leave me alone so i may continue my work.

 Next, they will begging to meet you in real life! Omg i dont like this whenever they're asking to go out for date. That is horrible. To let people know, I'm a shy person. My shyness can be over-reacted sometimes (i might left the date just like that or i'm going emotional with no reasons) sooooooo, pls moron dont ask me to go out for date unless i ask you first. 

 P/S to these morons, if you want me to be your girlfriend, i'm going to say adios, amigos moron. But, if you wanna be my life partner, go meet and seek my parent's restu and make them delightful when with you. That's all from me THANK YOU PEEPS!!!!!!

Reward yourself with positivity beyond the infinity

  by   Friday, December 29, 2017   No comments
بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Hi, glad to get my fingers dancing on keyboards again eventhough my final is being held this week. All the best for my dearself with your last minutes preparation while burning the midnight oil hiks.


Ive got passed for two papers (Asas Keusahawanan and Calculus) recently, What the heck, calculus had fucked me up dude! I have no idea what has going on with my paper (Harap tak repeat sem la noks) So, 3 more papers (Biodiversity, Microbiology, Titas) to go which major testing in reading which is my naturally gift hiks. Tak shabarnya dapat balik rumah lepas exam week ni ngeee

Electron joke


OK lets go to the straight point, actually ive been looking the right time to assert briefly about an aura of mystery which has been generated by me this recent. Here, i would like to introduce my SBT intimate friend (haha so funny). Danial is a boy who same age as me that has a quality of being amusing especially in speech and his ability to make new friends. Secondly, a 22-yr-old SBT friend-cum-a big brother of mine who is an easy-going and kindly. Thirdly, Pais who is resembled Mr Subject is hot, gregarious and handsome lad campus.

So far, the girls which i adored the most yet is ***** She is my SMKPP buddy-cum-a competitor as ive seen her growing up with beauty (lawa aku lagi sebenarnya, serious tak tipu hahaha tipu), intelligence etc. Finally, a reticent girl i ever knew, with her 'kerek attitude' Ain Atiqah. She's a rebellious, hot-headed, ambitious, out-spoken (when with friends), and easy going (when with friends).


What im going to say is why dont we reward ourselves with some positive vibes instead of taking aback by the negativity of what's mind thought? This what ive done to myself past few years since i was 17. I ignored my teens life in order to be the best among the best. Things that come to my mind is that i want to excel in SPM so that i can secure my place in university. Sometimes, ive learnt that  by putting our dreams high in the nine cloud are wasting time as we easily get broken when we realised we cant even achieve as what we have expected. Life can be hurt, is it?

What so funny is, i realised being 'biasa-biasa je' as what Mimi has come out with is the best. At least, when we know we cant accomplish those tasks we tend not to feel displeasure or disatisfaction. And that is what i do for calculus hahaha. Adios Amigos!


Welcome to the best version of Lavish Lilies

  by   Thursday, December 28, 2017   No comments
Kita mulakan perjumpaaan kita pada kali ini dengan ummul kitab al-fatihah

Newer version of Ainology namely, Lavish Lilies

An official warm welcome from me to all of you,  as you can see this is the newest skin of this site. Basically, I prefer to choose blogger template made by Sora due to its vast choices of templates and also it takes no long-time to edit (i lie) so far, aku tak banyak edit or else change something for the template as it seems all purrrfect! so i let it be in white for the content and grey for the background. Mmmm yea, it seems so masuklah!
I would like to begin with the name of site, LAVISH LILIES. I've got that name from the lily flower. Tau kan Teratai Bunga Indah? In brief, my story ive posted here are mostly about my school life when i was in lily. A lot of memories ive created along my classmates and so special my AIN MASTURA. Hahaha that bitch is now doing medicine in Johor (im such a proud friend) and 'lavish' came out as the word gave the meaning of luxurious. So here im came out with THE LAVISH LILIES made by AIN ATIQAH

Sejak aku takleh move on dengan kenangan form 1-3 aku kat SMKPP, aku secara rasminya one day kalau ada orang nak usha aku tanya 'U suka bunga apa?' Aku akan cakap LILY! (sampai mcm tu sekali)

Second, im so in love with the ig widget (you see lots of my best selfie photos) instead of using my official ig id, i would like to put my sec acc ig id. OK sebab apa aku ada dua ig? Rasanya mostly ig users akan ada dua atau tiga acc ig. Purpose dia yg official ig tu of course mainly for socialising pastu yang lagi satu tu yang dok berhabuk tak bukak-bukak (aku punyalah tu) selalunya guna untuk stalk, follow ig crush tak pun untuk kutuk-kutuk abang sajat and so far Malaysian are interested kutuk-kutuk ig retis dorang hihihi, comel sungguh korang ni. Kalau macam aku, sec ig ni aku guna untuk 'cuba try test' before upload photo. Alaaa biasalah kan nak tengok gak macam manalah gaya muka selfie aku terpampang besaw-besaw kat timeline ig org lain. Mana tau semak ke annoying ke nampak jerawat pasir ke secara besar-besaran. Dan lagi satu, official ig aku ni banyak bubuh gambar kengkawan contoh macam gambar Mimi,Fatin,Intan tu pun sebab haritu birthday Mimi aku sayangkan dia ketaq ketaq sebab tu aku buat appreciation post pasal mimi especially on her 19-birthday. Fatin pun sama tu pun sebab gambar aku comel sangat tengah acah-acah kiss dia hihih.

See? betapa sayangnya aku kat Mimi sanggup tulis panjang2

Acah-acah sweet loni

Haaaa...yang part intan tu pun sama sebab birthday Intan. So dipendekkan cerita, aku nak muka aku je dalam blog aku ni hahaha (aih dah blog aku,suka hatilah nak bubuh gambar aku bebanyak pun kan?) Ha sekarang meh aku share sikit gambar aku yang dah lama duduk dalam gallery phone sampai sekarang tak upload.

Finally, abt the content. OK bercakap pasal content blog ni, aku akan post mengikut tahap maturity aku. So far aku cuma post benda yang berkaitan dengan life aku and logical stuff (i think so) so basically, ive decided to put categories for every single of my posts. Setiap post akan ada label tag dia in case to make it more systematic is it? So, kalau review balik apa yang aku dah post banyak aku post pasal benda merapu pastu kengkawan, pastu crush, spirit booster (time nak amik PMR), fan fiction (Peminat tegar Harry Potter, Nelson Rathbone, Prince William, ya allah apa nak jadi dengan perempuan ni), impian aku and last bila aku rasa nak marah aku lepaskan kat blog hehe (buruk perangai)

So, thanks

TO BE CONTINUED...


A potato head

  by   Saturday, November 11, 2017   No comments
Salam sayang to dear self,


A potato head

Hello! a warm welcome to upcoming 2018. Now's November, there's a lot of things get stucked in my head. Alhamdulillah, I have been given chance and opportunity to further my studies into higher level. Okay, lots of bitter and sweet moments in matriculation that i think im not going to share for now on (please wait for my next post) Or else let by gone be by gone. After the upu result had been announced sadly my acceptance to UKM has been rejected due to several factors; i think my content of video resume wasnt good enough or maybe i got A- for biology. 

Soooooo peeps! If you get rejected by your most favourite university especially in your acceptance to bachelor programme, you shouldnt be sad as i felt before (thats time was horrible as you felt youre just like a piece of potato of your friends) because thats was not the ending of your life or least you're going to bury your dreams down the Earth.

At this age, i could see myself as a kawai potato. Again potato head.

What about you, miss potato head? Yes, i always get stucked here doing my degree for 4 years. A rebellious me always wanted for glory, victory, praises, etc and sudden when i have been survived for almost 2 months and a half  i realised something went wrong.

Allah's plan is the most beautiful

You can get your plan well-managed but Allah is the best of Planners. When some things are beyond planning. Life doesn’t always turn out as planned.
You don’t plan for a broken heart.
You don’t plan for an autistic child.
You don’t plan to be single forever.
You don’t plan for a lump in your breast. Or a disease. Or broken bones.
You plan to be young forever. You plan to climb the corporate ladder.
You plan to be rich and powerful. You plan to be acclaimed and successful.
You plan to conquer the universe. You plan to fall in love - and be loved forever.
You don’t plan to be sad. You don’t plan to be shattered. You don’t plan to be hurt. You don’t plan to be broke. You don’t plan to be betrayed. You don’t plan to be alone in this world.
Sometimes, if you work hard enough, you can get what you want. But MOST times, what you want and what you get are two different things.
We, mortals, plan. But so does Allah in the heavens. Sometimes, it is difficult to understand Allah’s plans, especially when His plans are not in consonance with ours. Often, when He sends us crisis, we turn to Him in anger.
True, we cannot choose what Allah wishes us to carry, but we can carry it with courage knowing that He will never abandon us nor send something we cannot cope with.
Sometimes, Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul.
Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole.
Sometimes, He allows pain so we can be stronger.
Sometimes, Allah sends us failure so we can be humble.
Sometimes, He allows illness so we can take better care of ourselves.
And sometimes, Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything He gave us.
Make plans, but understand that we live only by Allah’s grace, His Fadhal(favour) and His Rahma (mercy)..
From: Unknown Source

Wisdom phrase which can be turned out as a gentle reminder. 

TO BE CONTINUED........
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