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Showing posts with label serious ain. Show all posts

And Jannah, is filled with sinners who repented.

  by   Monday, February 05, 2018

When you forget that you need Allah, He puts you in a situation that causes you to call upon Him. And that’s for your own good. — Omar Suleiman

Those were some long days when we were drowning into distractions. We tend to forget about all the blessings Allah has bestown upon us. It has run from then until now we (which i think only, me) couldnt find peace in heart in the remembrance of Allah.

Then, what took you away from your Allah,
Who planted a beating heart
into your empty ribcage
and inspired a livid soul
inside your body?

What made you forget your Allah,
Who created you
when you were nothing
and turned you into everything?

-ذكر by ibtasem

do you remember, in those days you find solace in remembering and having strong faith in Him?
when world knocks you down, dont you ever feel hesitate in whatever you do. Leave those things that beyond your control to Allah, keep your faith and trust to Him


.يَٰٓأَيُّهَا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُوا۟ ٱذْكُرُوا۟ ٱللَّهَ ذِكْرًا كَثِيرًا 
O you who have faith! Remember Allah with frequent remembrance. [Al-Ahzab 33:41]

.وَسَبِّحُوهُ بُكْرَةً وَأَصِيلً 
and glorify Him morning and evening. [Al-Ahzab 33:42]


-And Jannah, is filled with sinners who repented


Being 20 and getting stalkers are both sucks

  by   Monday, January 08, 2018   2 comments
بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

It has been 3 days, the revelers around the world welcome 2018 with fireworks and prayers. To start off, i would love to give a spectacular new year reading of 2018 as a very warm welcome.

Turning, and being unofficial 20 is difficult. The STRUGGLE IS REAL when you're a 20-year-old with baby face (hahahaha). You know you're 20 but look-alike 15. Things get bad when my weight is only 34kg with BMI of 13-14 and i refused to see a dietition (i onced met her, thats was a horrible day ever) as there's no other way to gain in weight eventhough i started to consume multi-vitamin. hiks


Being 20 is not cool!


Turning 20 is weird considering you are no longer a teenager. At this age, you are started to think like an adult and become more serious to take out those responsibilities on your shoulders. You begin to realise the importance of having good grades, good job, good friends, strong passion, building a loyal and stronger bond of friendship, creating a brighter future, getting a scholarship (not necessarily), keeping your circles bigger, family matter become number one and getting married in the future

Getting married is an interesting topic to talk about among girls (but not me) nah im joking i'm straight btw. Recently,my both roomates; alya & intan secretly in such a complicated relationship. The happy news is alya confessed her truth love feeling to *** hahaha meanwhile intan secretly hold a feeling for **** Ok that's a teenage life, full of jokes and cinta monyet.


So, what's up my love story (ies)? Ok becoming 20 is all about to test my love story and studies. Yes, in my previous post i called myself as 'potato head' It is not a big surprise to be proud of. The truth is getting your own stalkers is sucks. Why i said so? 

Firstly, once they've gotten your number,ig,yahoo messenger,etc, they started to ask about your day like at frequent times! The result is you wont bear their annoyance and irritation as you dont have time to tolerate with drama, stupidity and fake people. 

Secondly, you need to spend a time even a minute to reply their messages. Oh this is the worst part ever, you'll prefer to left those messages by giving them bluetick and wont reply such silly messages from these moron(s). Aiiyaaa, i'm not interested in replying your messages, if you read this pls leave me alone so i may continue my work.

 Next, they will begging to meet you in real life! Omg i dont like this whenever they're asking to go out for date. That is horrible. To let people know, I'm a shy person. My shyness can be over-reacted sometimes (i might left the date just like that or i'm going emotional with no reasons) sooooooo, pls moron dont ask me to go out for date unless i ask you first. 

 P/S to these morons, if you want me to be your girlfriend, i'm going to say adios, amigos moron. But, if you wanna be my life partner, go meet and seek my parent's restu and make them delightful when with you. That's all from me THANK YOU PEEPS!!!!!!

Reward yourself with positivity beyond the infinity

  by   Friday, December 29, 2017   No comments
بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Hi, glad to get my fingers dancing on keyboards again eventhough my final is being held this week. All the best for my dearself with your last minutes preparation while burning the midnight oil hiks.


Ive got passed for two papers (Asas Keusahawanan and Calculus) recently, What the heck, calculus had fucked me up dude! I have no idea what has going on with my paper (Harap tak repeat sem la noks) So, 3 more papers (Biodiversity, Microbiology, Titas) to go which major testing in reading which is my naturally gift hiks. Tak shabarnya dapat balik rumah lepas exam week ni ngeee

Electron joke


OK lets go to the straight point, actually ive been looking the right time to assert briefly about an aura of mystery which has been generated by me this recent. Here, i would like to introduce my SBT intimate friend (haha so funny). Danial is a boy who same age as me that has a quality of being amusing especially in speech and his ability to make new friends. Secondly, a 22-yr-old SBT friend-cum-a big brother of mine who is an easy-going and kindly. Thirdly, Pais who is resembled Mr Subject is hot, gregarious and handsome lad campus.

So far, the girls which i adored the most yet is ***** She is my SMKPP buddy-cum-a competitor as ive seen her growing up with beauty (lawa aku lagi sebenarnya, serious tak tipu hahaha tipu), intelligence etc. Finally, a reticent girl i ever knew, with her 'kerek attitude' Ain Atiqah. She's a rebellious, hot-headed, ambitious, out-spoken (when with friends), and easy going (when with friends).


What im going to say is why dont we reward ourselves with some positive vibes instead of taking aback by the negativity of what's mind thought? This what ive done to myself past few years since i was 17. I ignored my teens life in order to be the best among the best. Things that come to my mind is that i want to excel in SPM so that i can secure my place in university. Sometimes, ive learnt that  by putting our dreams high in the nine cloud are wasting time as we easily get broken when we realised we cant even achieve as what we have expected. Life can be hurt, is it?

What so funny is, i realised being 'biasa-biasa je' as what Mimi has come out with is the best. At least, when we know we cant accomplish those tasks we tend not to feel displeasure or disatisfaction. And that is what i do for calculus hahaha. Adios Amigos!


Perkara: pindah sekolah II

  by   Friday, February 28, 2014   No comments
Online facebook. 
Ting! masuk satu noti baru. 

Nur Qamarina tagged you in a post. 

tag???? Jeng3




Okay,, at dis moment i take a look at these photos uploaded by Qama on Facebook. Banyaknya expression muka aku yang bergumbira dengan mini celebration on the last day of school dengan dorang. Sedih tu macam tak nampak je. Hhahahha masetu tu jelah gumbira balik rumah dah start sebak. Haish menci nya kena tinggalkan dorang. Nak angkut sekali pergi Muar boleh tak?? 

Wokeh, memula tu memang nak pergi ofis  cikgu Rogiah jap sebab nak mintak berkat plus doa cikgu3 sekali la kan, yelah cikgu kan ibarat lilin, membakar diri untuk menerangi yang lain..." Tiga tahun hadap aku yang banyak songeh neh.

Some of gambar3 neh semua hak milik Qamarina Razali wokeh, since Qama sorang je yang cukup berani+gangster bawak fon terlarang pergi sekolah. Hahahaha... This  gimme a chill of sweet memories and sad feelings regarding our very last day of school in SMKPP. I didnt realise how quickly time had passed by. For sure i have to say my goodbyes kat kawan3 and cikgu3 after several years everything that took place on those memorable days. 

TAPI. YANG. PALING. CUTE.  SEKALI. about last few days before keluar masuk ofis untuk uruskan official docs pindah sekolah, tiber... masa nak mintak sign cikgu Rogiah tuuuu ada Subject siot kat dalam ofis. Handsome nya beliau, seakan bidadara turun dari langit ke-7. K.. Aku dah start merepek yang bebukan. But seriously! He's so handsome and i thought he was helping to reboot cikgu Rogiah punya laptop since the screen went all blank. Teheee..... When he was about to leave, guwe enggak menyangka yang cikgu Rogiah tiber point out pasal aku yang dah nak pindah sekolah!

I've been honest to Teacher Rogiah yang aku tersuka Subject selama neh.. Fuhh lega sebab dah terkantoi selama ni tersuka cikgu sendiri. I know rite.. this is the bravest attempt that ever been done by me,  silly girl! Since cikgu Rogiah watlek watpeace jek, hmm no comment lah, kan. 

Let's proceed to cerita laptop cikgu Rogiah yang went all blank tu tadi, in a mean time, Subject touched up sket3 laptop tu, cikgu Rogiah adalah bukak topik pasal aku yang nak pindah. "Ehh.. awak kenal Atiqah?? Dia nak pindah sekolah dah" pastu Subject reply, "Ooo.. kenal3 pindah kat mana tu??" pastu cikgu Rogiah pulak cakap, "katanya MRSM Muar.." tet tet tet pastuu aku macam blank dah takleh nak recall balik hhaahahahahahah!! 

This is the exact details apa yang Cikgu Rogiah cakap ok. Aku try hard kot nak recall balik benda ni just in case takut terlupa ke apa nanti. Mana tau bila aku free esok aku baca balik anything yang aku post kat sini pastu tersengih3 sensorang macam kerang busuk :p

*tak sangka, Subject kenai aku* 

Ok gedik sungguh aku neh! 

Terima kasih cikgu3 sebab mendidik saya secara langsung dan tak langsung. Muahhh sayang cikgu3.


young & stupid

  by   Monday, February 03, 2014   No comments

Aku dahlah asyik layan mood sedih aku dua tiga hari menjak ni. Datang pulak adegan mesra dorang3. Sakitnyer mata titew bile tengok adegan mesra schoolmates yang tengah couple. Eiii gelii tautak.

Ni tak hadap lagi dgn caption dorang "doakan kami kekal ke jannah" kat fb, twitter, blog. Hello... awak, ye awak yg tgh baca nih jangan jadi gediks sangat bleh takkkkk. Jeles? siapa cakap aku jeles, tolong sket eh, kbye!


Perkara: pindah sekolah I

  by   Saturday, February 01, 2014   No comments
Online facebook.
Ting! Masuk satu noti baru

Nur Qamarina to 4 Sc 1: Guys,next week aku last jadi penolong lol lps ni boleh fikirkan siapa yg nak jd penolong hhahahhah

You, Nurul Iffa Izra and 3 others like

Persoalannya sekarang... Kes aku related dengan kes Qama. Bukan sebab jadi penolong ketua kelas. Tapi pindah sekolah.

1. Betul ke ni nak pindah sekolah??
2. Betul ke ni nak tinggalkan kawan3??
3. Nanti dorang rindu aku tak??

Oh lupa haritu aku ada update pasal semakan ke MRSM untuk sesi 2014. Malangnya aku tak dapat SBP sebab org kata kalu tak dpt SBP maybe dapat MRSM la kot, kot ye, kot and vice versa.

Tup tup tup dapat masuk MRSM, even though aku aim untuk dapat masuk SBP. Hmm tak layak la kut, kut ye, kut.

Macam kes Qama dia dapat MRSM PC sama mcm Farisya and aku sorang2 tersadai kat selatan tanah air. Ibuuuu.!! Takutnya kena survive sorang. Tapi Mifit pun sorang kat Baling, Kedah. So the girls powerlah kot, kot ye, kot. The boys aku tak sure siapa yg dapat rasanya Shaukath dengan siapa tah lagi.

Bermulalah episode sedih dalam hidup saya.

Am i truly leaving them? Are they going to miss me like i do? Sebak sket la kan. For the God sake, I want to see these familiar faces again for the following year but then aku yang kena tinggalkan dorang. MRSM kot!  Siapa je taknak.

"takpayah lah pergi ain"
"stay je sini"
"alaa kau nak tinggalkan aku ke?"

Ni antara ayat2 syahdu from Fatin and Musmay and Iffa.

and, and, and... Yang aku paling pikir sekali...paling tak best, lepas pindah sekolah, tak dapat lagi jumpa Subject. AAAA SAYANGNYA NAK TINGGALKAN SUBJECT :p

Tiber rasa sayang sangat3 nak tinggalkan sekolah, jalan-jalan pusing satu sekolah masa waktu rehat, lumba lari siapa sampai lab dulu dia menang dengan Fatin dengan Musmay, jari kena sepit dengan PVC komponen masa KHB projek kayu kat bengkel, main2 dalam ofis Tc Rogiah dengan Cikgu Zarina, main netball takde rules, kumpul ramai2 kat dataran perhimpunan, paling penting ghindu kawan3.

So guys gimme some space to wrap up my golden age in SMKPP with goodbyes and tears. 

The sting

  by   Friday, January 31, 2014   No comments
I just found out that envy and jealousy are two different meaning and a yet different emotion.

Envy is the emotion when you want a possession someone else has.

Jealousy is the emotion when you fear you may be replaced in the affection of someone you desire.

Basically, I'm dealing with the emotion of losing and lacking something. I've shouldnt envy farisya at a first place of being accepted to MRSM Pengkalan Chepa. Actually, we both settled to make an attempt to enter MARA science college since the 'ticket' we had, made us 'available' to get enter MRSM. We received short text from MARA, saying;

MARA: Tahniah, anda terpilih untuk mendapat tempat di MRSM sekian, sekian sekian...

This message seemingly may put us into long distance 'friend'ship within hundreds of kilometers away since Farisya got placed jauh in Pantai Timur and I got placed in Muar, Johor. Well, rezeki kan, mana kenal erti kawan. So I started to gather all infos on the internet, what MRSM Muar looks like?? How far is it from home?? Who's the principal and yada yada. Then.... thank you to Pak Cik Google for revealing important info regarding MRSM PC is one of 6 MRSM Bitara and mine is only MRSM Premiere. I were just like,, how it could be??? Honestly, MRSM Muar wasn't in my list as I only chose the three nearest MRSM from my home in Selangor cuz I don't want to get homesick when am hundreds of kilometers away from ibu ayah. But, but, but the thing is I envy my own bestie just bcs I sibuk  count her blessings yang Allah bagi instead of mine?? Does it call as 'tikam belakang??' and 'kurang iman??'

Well, I think is that I shouldn't envy her just because she's being accepted into there, sebab itu rezeki dia. So takyah kot nak jeles3 ni, menyampah .-.Why don't you be grateful on what you have instead of comparing your rezeki with others???


“They recognize the grace of Allah, yet they deny it” – 16:83 

Forgive me for my weakness and attachment of worldly goods.

mood : merajuk

  by   Sunday, July 28, 2013   No comments
I know that merajuk is much relatable to childish and vice versa but all i wanna do is to close some doors for people out there that no longer lead me somewhere. Neither to fight back nor come off as sarcastic and insincere, i choose to merajuk since it wont cost me anything. Eh yeke??



TELL ME, IS THAT WRONG IF I GET MERAJUK??


Rambled on #8 :She's not that cocky but, simply being herself

  by   Monday, June 24, 2013   No comments
Am i that too cocky or just overconfident??? then, how to be genuinely confident, without seeming cocky at all??? i can't brain when it comes to these people who are most emotionally sensitive that charge someone for being such cocky or arrogant or whatsoever lah.

These people who are happened to be my acquaintance, claimed to know me inside out, but they are actually a stranger to mine. In fact, im trying to be the best version of me, cuz we are all unique in ourselves, is it?

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Belum Tentu Masuk Syurga

  by   Thursday, December 13, 2012   No comments




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