Dear Future Husband,


Yours truly,
Perfectly imperfect me

P/S: Dear myself, find Allah, then find yours

phew phew...guys i've made a real comeback after a month of my disappearance. i was busy caught up with the last minutes online application to boarding schools since Cikgu Maimun urged us to do so. What came across in my mind was that "apply jelah dapat ke tak, at least kita dah cuba, selebihnya kita tawakal". I personally want to get in there since my application to boarding schools was unsuccessful when i was 12. but then, i realised i've put too much expectations sometimes i forgot that "langit tak selalunya cerah"

btw, i've freshened up the blog with the new background, new pic of my version at the sidebar bla bla bla tu pun nak bagitau :p

so here's a quick update regarding a month of my disappearance -on having high tea and eating steamboat at Cikgu Maimun’s in Aman Putra (nyum3)

i wish to see these familiar faces again in the following year.

Ok i'll be honest. i'm not so into runningman but yet half of my classmates do. So i've no choice rather than took part in the lilysters runningman games 2013. It was Adel, Qama and Izzy becoming the 'orang besar' behind the game. Why not if we loosen up the muscles by having games, since PMR is over. Shall we?


All in all, Lilysters Runningman Games was such a blast! I mean, really3....since i won the third place! Walawei jangan memain dengan saya ek

We went crazy and laughing all the way from the beginning till the end of the games since we really enjoyed it! Its actually my very first time played the game cuz some people only watch them on tv but me, myself took part in the games without bringing any survival kits with me lol.

Musmay and Nazihah almost got wrecked by the team since we need to take over the flag in Nazihah's hands in order to win the game.

At the end of the games, we stayed in Dewan Sri Putra, cherished the moments with silly jokes made by Musmay and Fatin. Aihh korang sume ni memang tak pernah tak kelakar even in a single day lah!
I was already half dead cuz dah lama sangat tak main kejar kejar. Anyways the good times we had might bring us closer together.

Muuahh ciked semua❤❤

You know those videos on Youtube about hijab styling tutorial?? bersepah kot.

“Everyday simple hijab tutorial, hijab styling tutorial with Pashmina, Satin, Bawal, Glitter bla bla bla”

So here comes the one i've been watched on Youtube by Kak Tyah. Speaking of Kak Tyah, she's cute, cheeky, fashionable and has inspired me a lot to have a bold attempt to develop hijab styles on one of her tutos. Saya pun cuba ikut step by step. Dipendekkan cerita, lepas dah flip shawl then lilit sana sini (nasib baik tak tercekik) akhirnya menjadi juga! Cuma bila tengok cermin serupa tak kena. Orang lain tengok nampak ok dah tapi bila diri sendiri tengok nampak pelik sangat haha.

And I thought i wanted to try these hijab styles on raya but i ended up being gadis melayu terakhir wearing tudung bawal putih sebab shawl sangat complicated ummpp.

Being 15 and you’ve no idea what goes well with what and that cuz fashion just isnt your thing. The struggle is real when you have absolutely zero fashion sense, and in other words i’m speaking of myself that have no sense of style at all. Kalau boleh nak pakai t-shirt long-sleeved with tracksuit instead of jeans for out but then my mum started to babble on me for being such selekeh with that kind of outfit. ok i’m not that stylish and trendy but dull, plain, tudung bawal hitam & putih dan selempang ke belakang itu memang perkara biasa. Ok itu memang selekeh tahap extreme punya haha

In my opinion, being fashionable isnt a crime but yet...